Alex

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mommy dearest[updated regulary]

In family, friends on March 4, 2009 at 7:46 pm

she will be dying soon. She is in a hospice respit center proably until she dies.

another chapter of my life will be closing forever…just pray. My family and i will need your prayers.

4/7/09

i saw my mom the other day for the first time since that horrible night. she is ready to die. and she will be soon. Mike and Jesse came with me to grab my stuff and go because i don’t feel comphy near my stepdad without protection. Per request of my father too. I grabbed all the good stuff and my favorite pic of me and my mom :]

She is doing worse everyday. and in alotttttttttttt of pain. I love you mom and just know i’m praying for you ❤

3/21/2009

the other day my mom called me crying begging me to leave my house before my step father came home. he was going to hurt me…

so as of now, i don’t know what hte FUCK is going on. I went from having pretty much my own apartment, to nothing. I feel so weak, but there is a shining light. and only i know who that is. but for the time being. I hate knowing my mother has to worry about my safety from my own fucking step father. She just told me to not go back. ugh

i miss her. hope to see her somehow soon.

o, her stay at the nursing home is up soon. which i don’t know if that’s a good thing or bad thing. I’m assuming that they didn’t believe she would still be alive at this point. so, le sigh…

i can just hope that the future gets brighter!

 

i don’t know what to do.

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 i’m so scared.

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