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Phillipe Batigne

In friends on August 1, 2010 at 11:25 pm

Phil and I in 2007

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f-ing b!tch

In friends on August 5, 2009 at 10:40 pm

i hate spending so much of my time invested in someone who was completely amazing to me…in the past. I revelled about how much they meant to me…in the past. Looking back, they broke so many promises. I caught them in so many lies but never said anything. I assumed they were on my side. I assumptions can be wrong. With them it was completely wrong. I thought they had my best interests in mind. But they are influenced by yuckiness. Someone has poisoned who they used to be. They are controlling them-how can she not see? Read the rest of this entry »

mommy dearest[updated regulary]

In family, friends on March 4, 2009 at 7:46 pm

she will be dying soon. She is in a hospice respit center proably until she dies.

another chapter of my life will be closing forever…just pray. My family and i will need your prayers.

4/7/09

i saw my mom the other day for the first time since that horrible night. she is ready to die. and she will be soon. Mike and Jesse came with me to grab my stuff and go because i don’t feel comphy near my stepdad without protection. Per request of my father too. I grabbed all the good stuff and my favorite pic of me and my mom :]

She is doing worse everyday. and in alotttttttttttt of pain. I love you mom and just know i’m praying for you ❤

3/21/2009

the other day my mom called me crying begging me to leave my house before my step father came home. he was going to hurt me…

so as of now, i don’t know what hte FUCK is going on. I went from having pretty much my own apartment, to nothing. I feel so weak, but there is a shining light. and only i know who that is. but for the time being. I hate knowing my mother has to worry about my safety from my own fucking step father. She just told me to not go back. ugh

i miss her. hope to see her somehow soon.

o, her stay at the nursing home is up soon. which i don’t know if that’s a good thing or bad thing. I’m assuming that they didn’t believe she would still be alive at this point. so, le sigh…

i can just hope that the future gets brighter!

 

i don’t know what to do.

 …

 i’m so scared.

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So much has changed.

In family, friends on February 20, 2009 at 1:13 pm

1. My mom is doing much worse. in and out of respit. hopsice has lost, the end is near. She told me that she is ready to die.

2. Still single. Meeting amazing new and worth-while people though :]

3. New phone<3

4. I miss Theresa/Christine i never seem to see them anymore :[

5. Ashley and Phil=the bee’s knees of any friends i’ve ever come across. Read the rest of this entry »

Shivering

In friends on January 20, 2009 at 8:57 am

So, I”m here, sitting in my best friends house….shivering cold…why?

cause he has no central heating, infact there is ONLY:

  • gas stove in the living room
  • mobile heater in his room
  • mobile heater in the bathroom

OMGEE…u know how cold that is!!! AHHHH First off, I’m already like a reptile. lol.

On a work update…today is tuesday, this was my work schedule the last few days:

  • Friday:6am-11pm
  • Saturday: 7am-11pm
  • Sunday:6am-4pm
  • Monday:7am-930pm

keel me. haha. today I work 3pm-11pm :] a NORMAL SHIFT!!! bust i will have: CA$H MONEY IN THE BANK. hollerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

But onto my main topic. Where is the snow? seriously… Read the rest of this entry »