Even Angels…

...have their wicked schemes

Friends, my anti-drug

Allison, Heidi, Me, Kelsey

2009: The year of change

2009

Snow in 09' what a way to end the year =)

Gettin’ deep.

So much to say...

New start, episode 1

Hello world,

This is Alex again. Signing on to voice my life ^_^

and to say the least…so far so good.

Last week was bad. I was riddled with father AND mother issues. My father won’t co-sign any student loans and he wants me to join the military, which is not on my current agenda. My mom is getting way way wayyyyyyy worse.

misty

me-my sis- my lil bro

Dear Misty Dawn Smith,

life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness

i read this everyday

Today, i woke up in an especially happy mood. Why? cause i slept in. This is something i haven’t done on the regular for oh so long. I miss this. The only reason i actually slept in is because of my job. I only have 1,uno, ONE job now. This is the most freedom I have had in years. Knowing that school is to become my number one priority in the near future, i wanted to allow for more time to my studies.

contemplation

so I’m single…again. o well, it’s for the best. I mean at least it is over BEFORE things got serious. going too fast ain’t a good thing in retrospect. I’m working over 60 hours consistently every week. Learning more and more Spanish every week at Ledo. Seeing the worst of the snooty at Whole Foods Market. and all that jazz

major

is seriously thinking hard about doing theoretical psychology as my major…i want to create my own field of studies, emphasizing the use of: art&non-medicinal remedies &&& specializing in:immediate family deaths/general family deaths/PTSD in our military after they come home from war…opinions?

f-ing b!tch

i hate spending so much of my time invested in someone who was completely amazing to me…in the past. I revelled about how much they meant to me…in the past. Looking back, they broke so many promises. I caught them in so many lies but never said anything. I assumed they were on my side. I assumptions can be wrong. With them it was completely wrong. I thought they had my best interests in mind. But they are influenced by yuckiness. Someone has poisoned who they used to be. They are controlling them-how can she not see?